Well, I decided it was time for a new entry. I don't really have anything profound to say, (not that I ever do really), but I have a little bit to share. Besides, it gives me an excuse to try out the free journal skins.
First off, I just got back from a tractor supply store where we bought a wood splitter. We have a wood stove in my family's home, and burn wood all winter to heat our house. It'll be so much easier on my Dad this way, not having to split it all by hand, Not that he hasn't done a FANTASTIC job. He has. I am amazed by his fortitude. He had a "mild" stroke in October of 2007. I say mild in quotes, because most people know that a stroke is NOT a little issue. It was also in his dominant side, which has caused him some problems. He still has a hitch in his gait and weakness in the muscles of his right side, especially when he gets tired. But for the last two years, and on into this one he has faithfully cut, split and stacked most of our wood for the winter. My brother helps, as does my mom, and I when they let me (I have a regular job) but for the most part Dad wants to do it on his own. It's helped him regain some of his strength back, and he's still working towards full mobility. The family stubbornness has to come in handy for something, eh? Anyhow, this will make things go easier for him while not cutting out his exercise, and enabling him to do more in less time. It's really been wearing him out lately doing the splitting by hand. So all together a good thing.
Secondly, I'm still not really writing. There's a poem idea rolling around in the back of my mind, but it is one I am literally afraid to write. It's a goodbye, of sorts, and I feel like if I write it that it could somehow finalize a goodbye that I'm still hoping I won't have to say. I know, that's kind of vague and cryptic, but I honestly can't go into detail about it. Suffice to say I am still uninspired for the most part except in a direction I don't want to travel right now.
Thirdly, a small invitation. My best friend convinced me to sign up for formspring.me so I'm sharing the link in case anyone wants to toss out a question. Anything works for me, from profound to ridiculous. My friend delighted in sending me questions like "What are your favorite movies" or favorite songs.... LONG replies needed for those, and she knows it!! <<(her) She sent me some fun ones too, that I need to think about and come up with suitably amusing answers. Anyway, here it is - www.formspring.me/StarFreedom The name there is the same as here, StarFreedom. So, ask away!! I'll do my best to get any question answered.
God bless, and thanks for reading.
ShopDreamUp AI ArtDreamUp
Another trivia game
Level 1
( ) Smoked a cigarette.
( ) Smoked a cigar.
( ) Kissed a member of the same sex.
SO FAR: 0
Level 2
(x) Are/been in love.
( ) Dumped someone.
( ) Been fired.
( ) Been in a fist fight.
SO FAR: 1
Level 3
(x) Had a crush on an older person.
( ) Skipped class.
( ) Slept with a co-worker.
(x) Seen someone/something die.
SO FAR: 3
Level 4
(x) Had/have a crush on one of your DA friends.
( ) Been to Paris.
( ) Been to Spain.
(x) Been on a plane.
( ) Thrown up from drinking.
SO FAR: 5
Level 5
( ) Eaten sushi.
( ) Been snowboarding.
( ) Met someone in person through the internet.
( ) Been in a mosh pit.
SO FAR: 5
I am 26% girly
I got tagged for this a while back, but just got around to it. LOL
What you have:
[x] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish
[ ] You own a designer purse
[ ] You own perfume that cost over $60
[x] You had/have fake nails
[ ] You have more hair products and body products than you can use
[ ] Your pet is a Chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier/Siamese/Shih Tzu/ mini anything
[ ] you have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet
[ ] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp
[x] you have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper
[x] A pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets
Total So Far: 4
Do you:
[ ] Spend more t
100 questions.
I don't usually do these, but hey, I gave it a shot. Took this from Barien and karasureign.
001. Real name? Allison
002. Nickname(s)? LittleBear, Starry, Punkin (mom), Punk (mom again)
003. Zodiac sign? Libra (not that it matters to me)
004. Male or female? Female
005. Elementary? Till 4th grade.
006. Middle School? Home-schooled
007. High School? Home-schooled
008. Hair color? Brunette
009. Long or short? Very Long.
010. Loud or Quiet? Depends, usually pretty quiet.
011. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans usually.
012. Phone or Camera? Both
013. Health freak? Not really.
014. Drink or Smoke? Never done either.
015. Do you have a crush on
Lonliness
It's funny how our own emotions can leave us feeling isolated, even when we're not really alone. Some feelings seem to draw me inward, like a wandering soul lost in the maze of my own heart and mind. Things I feel that I can't put into words, or things I'm still fighting with that I don't want to keep dropping on my loved ones... they tug at me sometimes, pulling me inward.
It's hard, too, because I can't even seem to write about it. My inspiration is hiding from me, and I'm not sure how to get it back. So recently I rediscovered the voice of my pen, and now it lays silent again, at a literal loss for words.
I pray to God, seeking release.
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how did you get that back ground ?